Kthulah’s Bjournal

Do NOT try to eat fake food again after a year of old fashioned cooking.

I’m afraid that I might be developing former fatty syndrome even though I’m still kind of fat, and wasn’t exactly desperate when I was fat. It’s not the guys who ignored me before and pay attention now who bother me. It’s the ones who were, I guess, pretending to like me, who’ve abandonned me now that I’ve moved to a lower weight class.

As I’ve mentioned before, one good thing that has come out of my exploration of the PUA community over the last few years is that it’s a good window into the minds of assholes and wannabe assholes. Some sites attract a better grade of guys than others. Good or bad, I’ve learned alot that has helped me to relate better to my male counseling clients.

At some point in a writer’s life though, one has to step back and consider what all this means to me personally…what it means for my real life, and what it means for the characters I write about. How has this new insight changed me? Has it really changed me? Should it?

Well, after a bit of gentle prodding, I figured out which of Roissy’s holy cows I tipped. It has become apparent that there is no way to have an honest discussion on his site. I think I understand better now why Dave only censors spam. It’s to keep the discussion from degrading into “let’s all [...]

Though I’m thankful that the truth has finally made its way to the mainstream media, in my opinion it’s a bit too little too late. The effects of many of these harmful chemical cocktails saturating our environment, and drugs being sold irresponsibly, has been known for years by both scientists and laymen who read. Back [...]

SOURCE: THE INDEPENDANT – UK Children exposed to pesticide in womb twice as likely to be overweight, refuting idea of sole personal responsibility. Geoffrey Lean reports Sunday, 7 September 2008 Pollution can make children fat, startling new research shows. A groundbreaking Spanish study indicates that exposure to a range of common chemicals before birth sets [...]

Here is an answer I gave to someone on Yahoo Answers today who asked how can they love themselves more. ============================ Some people expect good self esteem to come out of nowhere…like you can just start chanting, “I’m okay, you’re okay!” and everything will magically right itself.  I don’t believe in that. The most real [...]