Kthulah’s Bjournal

Musings about being in touch with old classmates.

As I’ve mentioned before, one good thing that has come out of my exploration of the PUA community over the last few years is that it’s a good window into the minds of assholes and wannabe assholes. Some sites attract a better grade of guys than others. Good or bad, I’ve learned alot that has helped me to relate better to my male counseling clients.

At some point in a writer’s life though, one has to step back and consider what all this means to me personally…what it means for my real life, and what it means for the characters I write about. How has this new insight changed me? Has it really changed me? Should it?

Whatever forces of nature control menstruation, I humbly thank them. I got my period just in time for Slick to remember my number. So when he messaged, I was in a deep, lavendar and rosemary sachet assisted slumber.

I finally found a photo of Sweet (Ashraf).  Now y’all will know who I’m talking about when I say, “the most beautiful man in Haifa.”  I don’t know if he’s still here.  He probably moved to Tel Aviv, or maybe to the U.S. Anyway, I miss him.  We were the kind of friends who didn’t [...]

It’s been awhile since I made a personal post.  My head has been mostly into work sprucing up my old sites and building a couple of new ones.  By the way, I’ve decided to make some learning blogs on StudyItOnline.com so if any of you has a specific topic you’d like to post on regularly, send me [...]

Well, after a bit of gentle prodding, I figured out which of Roissy’s holy cows I tipped. It has become apparent that there is no way to have an honest discussion on his site. I think I understand better now why Dave only censors spam. It’s to keep the discussion from degrading into “let’s all [...]

Earlier, while I was sitting at the Greg, a million thoughts running through my head, a woman walked up to me out of the blue. She looked at me, and told me that I am beautiful, and smiled. I looked at her, and told her that she is beautiful too…and I smiled. Still smiling, she [...]

I didn’t want to announce it until things were settled, but the friend of mine who had stomach cancer got his surgery not too long ago, and seems to be recovering well. We weren’t sure how things were going to turn out because he was really hating life for awhile, and almost didn’t go back [...]

http://relationships.blog-city.com/someone_misusing_you_sexually_is_very_not_okay.htm  It’s about how sexual expoitation, one form of which is deceiving someone for the purpose of getting sex and/or associated benefits from them, is a violation that feels emotionally close to rape for both the exploiter and the exploited. Sexually exploitive people, like rapists, decide that for some irrational reason, their targets deserve to, [...]

Friday night, I went out to the Beer House with Shaniqua.  It was alright…some deep, meaningful conversation.  Then we stopped by the Bear to see if one of her friends was there.  He wasn’t, but BK was. We talked, and after he finished work, we came to my place for some coffee.  Fortunately, we didn’t [...]