Kthulah’s Bjournal

Do NOT try to eat fake food again after a year of old fashioned cooking.

Musings about being in touch with old classmates.

I’m afraid that I might be developing former fatty syndrome even though I’m still kind of fat, and wasn’t exactly desperate when I was fat. It’s not the guys who ignored me before and pay attention now who bother me. It’s the ones who were, I guess, pretending to like me, who’ve abandonned me now that I’ve moved to a lower weight class.

Kahuna gives feedback on my weight loss and belly dancing progress, and decides to learn a few moves himself.

Shai helps me with my belly dancing.

Normally, this sort of thing would make me smile, but this time it was a platonic break. Last night, Cuz came over drunk and randy.  After he threw up in my bathroom, we had yet another argument about him wanting to shag, and me not being into monogamously married men.  The conversation shifted to the [...]

As friends and foes alike tell me, I need to get out more.  So Friday night, I went to the Ultrasound at Kibbutz Yagur with Shaniqua, Kahuna, and Gadget.  Kahuna promised to be good, and didn’t have any sugar, so I decided to cut him some slack. It was pretty fun.  Some people I saw [...]

As some of you already know, over the past few years I’ve been losing weight.  I had some setbacks due to illness and injuring my knee 3 times (what happens when one becomes more active), but things are still moving along. I’ve been avoiding getting in front of a camera too often, but I do [...]

Earlier, while I was sitting at the Greg, a million thoughts running through my head, a woman walked up to me out of the blue. She looked at me, and told me that I am beautiful, and smiled. I looked at her, and told her that she is beautiful too…and I smiled. Still smiling, she [...]

I didn’t want to announce it until things were settled, but the friend of mine who had stomach cancer got his surgery not too long ago, and seems to be recovering well. We weren’t sure how things were going to turn out because he was really hating life for awhile, and almost didn’t go back [...]