Kthulah’s Bjournal

At some point last night, I just…ran out of hope for Feng Shui.  What little I’d been holding onto I think was just because I’m not a sociopath.  It was just the leftover affection for an illusion that has turned out to be completely false. I have to hand it to him.  He played it [...]

I’ve decided to tackle the touchy and mysterious subject of roots work in the southeastern U.S.  So I’ve begun a series of articles at my spirituality website, SoulMindBody.net Click here to read the articles, and if you like, make comments. …and  yes, eventually I’ll get around to spells and formulas, but first I have to [...]

Sunday, I called Skull to see how he was doing.  It had taken me some time to convince him that he’s not Hitler just because he laughed at a Gay guy, and I wanted to make sure he wasn’t getting down on himself or something.  On the advice of a couple of friends who said [...]

they have no eyes no tongues no teeth only throats and ass holes they are human donuts always digesting never tasting but oh their anuses they quiver with delight their only pleasures swallowing and spewing all intake from one hole all output from the other until they eventually swallow then shit themselves into oblivion but [...]

Here is an answer I gave to someone on Yahoo Answers today who asked how can they love themselves more. ============================ Some people expect good self esteem to come out of nowhere…like you can just start chanting, “I’m okay, you’re okay!” and everything will magically right itself.  I don’t believe in that. The most real [...]

Today, as I was doing the usual search engine querying of my sites, to see where I stand, I found out that both Cornrows.co.uk and a page I made about how to make hearing aid holders, are in the top 3 of Google for their keywords. I am very happy about this, and not only [...]

Skull and I had our second date yesterday evening.  It was all good until during the course of some conversations, he made homophobic comments.  He also expressed the all to typical attitude of being okay with Lesbians, and that he’d like to try a two-girls threesome at some point, but not being able to tolerate [...]

Sunday was my birthday.  It was a great beginning to the next year of my life, especially since RealNicole is back…almost in full effect.  The next phase will be the return of extreme amounts of energy.  I can feel it on the horizon as I’m already beginning to have those prickly heat kind of moments [...]

Earlier this morning, Goodytang came over for his yearly visit. It’s always a bittersweet meeting since while he’s away, I experience a bit more disappointment with Israeli men. He returns each time to someone a bit more distant, and a bit more resistant. This time he returned to someone who is truly at peace with [...]